Day 5 of WE WANT OUR ANGEL BACK NOW!! Cas MIA hiatus picspam

[country_bee]

Yup I missed a couple days, and a couple episodes. Episode 9 and 10 are being bleached from my memory, so IMO they don't exsist, episode 15 only had the one little scene and well I just wanted to get to this one.

WORDS CAN NOT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH LOVE I HAVE FOR THIS EPISODE. NOTHING I COME UP WITH WILL NEVER DO MY LOVE JUSTICE!

I can quote it by heart! minus the Sam/Skank scenes of course...do you know how much it kills me that one of my favorite episodes has her in it?!

Anyway since I would take up too much room, quotes under the cut.



CASTIEL
Dean, you are our best hope.

DEAN
No. No way. You can't ask me to do this, Cas. Not this

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CASTIEL
This is too much to ask, I know. But we have to ask it.

DEAN
I want to talk to Cas alone.

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DEAN
What's going on, Cas? Since when does Uriel put a leash on you?

CASTIEL
My superiors have begun to question my sympathies.

DEAN
Your sympathies?

CASTIEL
I was guetting too close to the humans in my charge. You. Even to your brother. They feel I've begun to express emotions. The doorways to doubt. This can impair my judgment.

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DEAN
Well, tell Uriel, or whoever...you do not want me doing this, trust me.

CASTIEL
Want it, no. But I have been told we need it.

DEAN
Cas, the things that I did, what I became...you ask me to open that door and walk through it, you will not like what walks back out.

CASTIEL
You know what we're all fighting for. And dying for. What Pamela lost her life for. You know what will happen if we fail. For what it's worth, I would give anything not to have you do this.

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CASTIEL
I'm considering disobedience.

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DEAN
Is it true? Did I break the first seal? Did I start all this?

CASTIEL
Yes. When we discovered Lilith's plan for you, we laid siege to hell and we fought our way to get to you before you—

DEAN
Jump-started the apocalypse.

CASTIEL
And we were too late.

DEAN
Why didn't you just leave me there, then?

CASTIEL
It's not blame that falls on you, Dean, it's fate. The righteous man who begins it is the only one who can finish it. You have to stop it.

DEAN
Lucifer? The apocalypse? What does that mean? Hey! Don't you go disappearing on me, you son of a bitch. What does that mean!

CASTIEL
I don't know.

DEAN
Bull.

CASTIEL
I don't. Dean, they don't tell me much. I know our fate rests with you.

DEAN
Well, then you guys are screwed. I can't do it, Cas. It's too big. Alastair was right. I'm not all here. I'm not strong enough. Well, I guess I'm not the man either of our dads wanted me to be. Find someone else. It's not me.


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SO MUCH FREAKEN LOVE! ♥